Saturday, December 18, 2010

Christmas Musing

It's been a long time since I've written anything. Partly because I got very busy and partly because I've had some computer problems. Anyway, I wanted to say that as I've been studying 1John 3:4-10 it has struck me that Assurance of being a member of God' s family is linked with righteous living. In fact, John tells us that Christ appeared--His first Advent (i.e. the incarnation) "...in order to take away sin" (1Jn.3:5). He came to carry the burden of sin (Is.53:4-6; 1Pet.2:24), satisfying God's wrath against sin (1Jn.2:2)and paying the penalty for sin through the shedding of His blood (Eph. 1:7. Christ came as a babe in a manger to eventually die on a cross so that He could free us from the penalty of sin and the power of sin (Ro.6:6).

What a wonderful gift God gave in sending Christ so that all who by faith accept His death as the payment for their own sins might be forgiven and receive eternal life (Jn.3:16).

Every child of God is then a new creature with the "divine seed" (1Jn.3:9) inside giving him/her power over sin. Believers don't persist in sinning because their very nature is incompatible with sin.

There is no sin in Christ (1Jn.3:5) and He came to take away sin, so it stands to reason that those who abide in Him do not sin.

This Christmas season may every believer truly reflect the character of his/her heavenly Father. May none of us be deceived into thinking that we are one of His Children when we are entrenched in willful rebellion--1Jn.3:7.

Have a Blessed Christmas.

Friday, September 17, 2010

Who is Watching Out For Us?

The other night in our small group we were discussing the fallout from last summer's ELCA Lutheran Church decision to ordain homosexuals. Someone asked the question about what would happen to the clergy who went along with this decision? My mind immediately went to Ezekiel 33:1-9 (see also chapter 3).

In both Ezekiel chapter 3 and again in chapter 33 God declares that the prophet is the "watchman"--"Now as for you, son of man, I have appointed you as a watchman for the house of Israel" (33:7). In chapter 33 God's word to Ezekiel makes it clear that a watchman's duty is to warn the people of the city of impending doom. Failure to do so brings their blood on his head. Faithfulness to alert them to the coming danger alleviates the watchman from guilt if the people do not heed his warning. God appointed Ezekiel as the spiritual watchman over His people. When God is pronouncing judgment upon the people because of their sin Ezekiel is to declare to them that their sin will result in punishment. If God declares to the wicked that they will die and Ezekiel neglects to warn them he is held accountable. If he warns them of coming doom and their need to turn from sin and they ignore his warning then they are held accountable.

Although the watchman responsibilities given to Ezekiel in these passages are unique to him and his relationship to Israel I think it a valid principle we can draw from these verses is that the "watchman" responsibilities extend every spiritual leader in the church today. What a sobering thought for everyone in spiritual leadership to consider, that failure on our part to alert people to their need to repent of sin will bring guilt upon us. For leaders to condone what God condemns is treacherous business that can ultimately result in people being permanently condemned. In 1Corinthians 6:9-10 Paul clearly states that "those who practice these things will not inherit the Kingdom of God." The list of sins is not exhaustive here but merely illustrative, but the consequence of persisting in them is the same--condemnation. For spiritual leaders to remain silent about the sin of others will in effect condemn those who continue in sin. Hebrews 13:17 reminds us that we are accountable.
It is sobering for me to ponder the necessity of lovingly exposing sin and the natural consequence of sin so that people caught in it will turn from it and live.

There is no excuse for pious, self-righteous, arrogant condescension on the part of one against another, but there is a need for loving confrontation and caution when someone is sinning against God. Only when spiritual leaders expose the sin will people know that they must turn from it and thereby avoid condemnation. What a sobering reminder for all of us in leadership.

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

Divine Appointments

A few weeks ago Dave Olson was leading the adult Sunday School class at church and shared from Acts 10 how God had arranged a Divine Appointment for Paul to meet Cornelius. We were challenged to keep our eyes open for divine appointments that God was setting up for us with the people we meet. These divine appointments are opportunities to share the love of Christ and the work of Christ with those we come in contact with.

Last night our family gathered in Indianola, Iowa to watch our son play football at Simpson College. After the game I was waiting for Tyler (our son) to come out of the locker room and I saw someone that I had met before and whom I knew had undergone a personal tragedy recently. I'm so grateful to the Lord for prompting me to express my sympathy and to inquire about that person's condition. My focus had shifted instantaneously from wanting to discuss football to expressing concern for this person's pain. I assure you that whatever goodness there was in my shift is to be attributed to the Holy Spirit's work. I told the person I had been praying for them and that I would continue to do so. When the person shared some of the story behind the tragedy he stated that a series of events could be attributed to a "Higher Power" and as quickly as I could interject it I stated, "I believed God is control."

Now this certainly wasn't a four point outline of the Gospel, or my personal testimony in miniature, or a well thought out evangelistic sermon--it was merely a few kind words, expressions of concern and care in the name of Christ--nothing less than a divine appointment for which I give God praise.

I'm asking the Lord for a few more divine appointments this week and for the wisdom to see them and respond appropriately.

What about you? Any divine appointments? Let us show and share the love of Christ freely. Mt. 22:39

Friday, September 3, 2010

"Informed or Transformed?"

Romans 12:2—“Do not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind…”
In Ministry we are in the “transforming business.” God does the transforming, we are instruments in the process. I’ve been thinking about our church's Mission Statement—“To Know Christ and To Make Him Known.” This speaks of transformation. For me the test of effectiveness in ministry is whether or not people are being transformed. So last night at our monthly board meeting I decided to challenge our leaders. If we as leaders aren't being transformed then how can we expect others to experience the transforming power of God's Word and Spirit? I asked all of us to answer the following questions (silently in their own minds).
• Am I truly being transformed into the image of Christ?
• What evidence is there in my life that I am being conformed to the image of Christ? Is there more love—not just looking out for our own special interests, but also for the interests of others, joy, peace, patience, kindness, gentleness, faithfulness, and/or self-control? Do I exhibit a greater love for the lost? Am I giving more generously, serving more readily, responding to the Spirit’s promptings more frequently, and/or stepping out in faith more regularly? Am I spending time in God’s Word, in prayer, in meditation, etc., because I want to and need to or because I have to?
• What am I doing to be intentional about growing spiritually?
• What is there in my life personally that hinders me from growing?
• What is there in the way we are structuring ministry or doing ministry that helps people be transformed? What hinders transformation?
I’m pondering what transformation looks like for me personally and what steps I need to take to Know Christ and to Make Him Known.

Some questions for personal contemplation and some for us as leaders to think about in regard to the ministry here.

Father, help us to stay close to you and to stay focused on the goal of transformation not merely the accumulation of information.

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

"To oBEy or not to oBEy that is the question."

There is a fascinating story in Jeremiah 35 intended to make the southern tribes of Judah aware of their offensive disobedience. Jeremiah is asked to invite a group of people called the Rechabites and give them wine to drink. When they are offered the wine they immediately refuse explaining that their father--Jonadab the son of Rechab--commanded them not to drink wine, them and their sons forever. There were other instructions given by their father and they were steadfast in their obedience to these commands from a human being. Listen to their explanation for why they wouldn't imbibe. "And we have obeyed the voice of Jonadab the son of Rechab our father in all that he commanded us, not to drink wine all our days, we, our wives, our sons, or our daughters,..." (Jer.35:8).

God uses this stellar example of obedience to humiliate His people who have been deliberately ignoring all that He has commanded them. God had sent his prophets "again and again saying, 'Turn every man from his evil way...but you have not inclined your ear or listened to Me'" (35:15).

It isn't too difficult to sanctimoniously scorn God's people declaring how unreasonable they must have been. Yet, as I ponder this story it prompts a question for self-examination--"What sin(s) do I persist in despite God's repeated warnings?" We have the very Words of God written in the Bible to speak out against our vices and faults? Am I, Are you, listening or do I/you turn a deaf ear to God's Word that exposes our failures? Am I persistent in my lack of faith failing to trust God fully with my next source of employment, my future vocation or mate, my provision in retirement, my children's spiritual condition? Too often I'm clamoring for control, complaining, and critical. Lord, don't let me arrogantly dismiss the people of Judah as excessively corrupt, but instead let the light of your Word shine brightly on my life exposing the crud that needs to be removed.

Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Home From Hungary

Greetings. God was so good to give me good health and strength during my recent mission in Hungary. I had a great team of Americans and Hungarians to work with. Thanks to everyone on the team for their faithfulness, diligence, and hard work. It was a joy to work with each one of you.

I was able to stay in the home of one of the locals in Mohacs--Thanks Otto. He was such a great host. We had good conversations each morning--he was learning English and I was trying to learn Hungarian. I enjoyed such wonderful treats--kakaos tej; kakaos csiga; langos; and baracks. We had some serious and some light-hearted discussions. Otto took me to the location of our English camp each day and drove me home after our evening activities. After the long day of teaching and activities some of our team went "out on the town" to hang out with the locals and that was a blast.

God has given me strength to overcome the jet-lag and to return to normal responsibilities here at the church. It is so fun each day to check my facebook page. Yesterday, the first five or six posts were all in Hungarian. I had to chuckle to myself and say, "whose facebook page is this? I can't even read this stuff." What a blessing to be connected with friends half way around the globe. I miss my Hungarian friends. They are having an "After English Camp Party" this weekend and I won't be able to be there. God gave us grace and strength to share His love and we are praying that many hearts will be opened to the good news. I need the reminder from God's word that it is God who draws people to Christ (Jn.6:44) and God removes the spiritual blinders from people's eyes (2Cor. 4:1-7). We simply sow the seed and God works to cause it to grow (1Cor.3:6-7).

I'm so thankful for the wonderful and faithful prayer and financial supporters who were part of the team for this mission project. Their faithfulness was such a boost to myself and all of us on the team. Thanks to each of you for standing with us as we engaged in front line ministry.

It was hard to leave my friends (the old ones and the new ones) in Hungary, but I really wanted to see my lovely wife and children. The past few weeks have been a blur of activity culminating with our Anniversary (August 9, 2010) and my birthday (
August 13). Marla pulled off a wonderful and pleasant surprise party for me with cake and homemade ice cream. It was great to see so many friends and family. Thanks dear.

I've got to catch up on a lot of work now so I best get at it.

I've been reminded of God's desire for fidelity on the part of His people as I read through Isaiah and Jeremiah. Father don't let me forsake the fountain of life giving water or dig for myself broken cisterns that hold no water--Jeremiah 2:13. Let me remember that you alone are God and there is no other (Is. 43:10-12, 15: 44:6,8,24; 45:5,6,14). I've been trying to ask myself, "where in my life are there idols that I've set up in place of God?" Lord, help me identify and turn from anyone or anything that sets itself up against or in competition with you as the Lord of my life.

Monday, July 19, 2010

Hungary Here I come

I've been frantically trying to get ready to leave for Hungary--8:00 a.m. tomorrow is departure time from Albert City. I'm trying to meditate on Psalm 143:8b--"Teach me the way in which I should walk; for to you I lift up my soul." and verse 10--"Teach me your will for you are My God."

I won't be able to blog for a couple of weeks and I'm sure there will be plenty to do when I get back so who knows when I'll be posting anything. I'm just asking the Lord to teach me how to walk and to teach me His will. I'm always excited to leave on the trip and also a bit apprehensive as I never know what is in store.

Blessings.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Pre-Mission Trip Madness.

I haven't posted anything for a few days--and what a few days they have been. Of course the fact that I leave on Tuesday for Hungary seems to accentuate the issues at hand, but currently there is a flood of ministry opportunities pouring in--difficult counseling sessions, a major undiagnosed illness in a young lady from our church, domestic issues, VBS is going on right now, a couple from our church is in the middle of some serious grief counseling after two young men lost their lives in an accident while taking part in a ministry that this couple is helping with, and I'm trying to prepare my heart and mind for 2 weeks of ministry in Hungary. I'm not complaining--this is the broken world we live in, but it seems that when it rains, it pours. Fitting that I read this morning from Psalm 138:8--"The Lord will accomplish what concerns me." There is truth to cling to in these trying times.

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Real Rest

One of my favorite Psalms is Psalm 131 for in it David looks back over his long life and makes what I consider to be some profound statements--"my heart is not proud, nor my eyes haughty; Nor do I involve myself in great matters, or in things too difficult for me" (vs.1). After years of following the Lord and serving Him. After many mistakes and many victories David comes to the end of his life and understands what it is to truly rest in the Lord. He's way past trying to impress others, in thinking more highly of himself than he should. He understands all too well the reality of his own depravity (that major incident with Bathsheba comes to mind as does the fact that David had taken numerous wives over his life, and he refused to discipline his own wayward children, namely Absalom the rebel). David knew that it was the Lord who took him from being a shepherd to being King of God's people in spite of his depravity. He grasped clearly his own depravity and God's abundant mercy. He didn't "involve himself in great matters, things too difficult for him." Now there is a lesson for many of us to grasp. I understand him to say that he had turned his back on trying to impress others and himself with what he could accomplish, with trying to "take on the world" and prove that he was a "real man." He had come to a point of realistically understanding who he was, what he was to do, and what his human limitations were. He is not lazy, or unwilling to take up a challenge. What I understand him to say was that he wasn't living to impress, to try and prove he was something he really wasn't. He was free from any performance pressure. The next verses describe the extent of his contentment. "Surely I have composed and quieted my soul; Like a weaned child rests against his mother, My soul is like a weaned child within me" (vs.2). It's been nearly 10 years now since we've had any children who needed to be weaned so I have to "jog the memory" to remember how upset a child who is being weaned can be. I still remember standing in the basement with my wife as the weaning process took place telling her that despite the wailing we heard from our child's bedroom that this was necessary and the child would survive. The difference between a weaned child resting against it's mother is a drastically different picture than one of a hungry baby screaming for something to eat. David describes the contentment of his soul as that of a weaned child--peace, tranquility, settledness, serenity. Well, if you are no longer trying to impress, to win the "performance" war, to "make a big splash" in life it can be very freeing. David knew that freedom and I long to know it as well. In the busyness and hurry of life, with all of the expectations and demands on our time, energy, and resources it is difficult to rest, to trust, to completely rely upon the Lord as a weaned child resting against his/her mother. I want to live in the "sweet spot" David found. He gives the key in verse 3--"...hope in the Lord." Trust in God not in the applause, approval, accolades of men. Trust in the Lord not in my ability, talent, wisdom, skill. Trust in the Lord that he is working through me and in spite of me. Be willing to say NO, to limit commitments even if others view my decisions with skepticism, criticism, and/or rebuke.

Lord, help me to trust in you and to know the serenity of soul that David had. May the soul of each of us be like a "weaned child resting against his mother."

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

The Work of the Word

I don't think it was coincidence that I was praying for my children today that God's Word would become precious to them--"more precious than gold, than much fine gold; sweeter than honey, than honey from the comb" (Ps.19:10). As I was spending some time in the Scriptures I read Paul's words to the church of Thessalonica in 1Thessalonians 2:13 Paul gives a reason for thanking God for this local body of believers--"when you received from us the word of God's message, you accepted it not as the word of men, but for what it really is, the word of God, which also performs it's work in you who believe." I believe that many of us approach the word of God as if it is the word of men and not for what it really is--THE WORD OF GOD. After all, if what we read is the word of men then it is certainly not authoritative, definitive, or sufficient. We can find flaws, disagree, and justify behavior inconsistent with what it says if it is the word of men. But if it is the Word of God then most of us will have to grapple with the fact that our behavior doesn't consistently reflect submission to the authority of God's Word. We like to do what we like to do and we don't like being told to do otherwise. But think about it--God's Word to us. God actually speaks to us through the Word of God. His promises will be fulfilled, His power will be manifest, His punishment will be experienced by those who rebel, His mercy, forgiveness, compassion, and love are genuine. Not only that, but His word "also performs its work in you who believe." God is at work in us to "will and to do of his good pleasure" (Phil.2:13). He uses His Word to perform His work. Do we truly want to be Christlike? Do we truly want to be transformed into the image of Christ? It is God's word that works in us. So each of us needs to see that time in the word is essential if we are to be transformed.

Spending time with God in His word is not some legalistic mandate, but the desire of every believer who wants to be conformed into the image of Christ.

Saturday, July 3, 2010

Good to be back.

I spent Wednesday and Thursday of this past week traveling back from Montana. After a gorgeous drive on Wednesday from Bozeman to Rapid City I spent some time with former members of the congregation Everett and Sandy Nordine. Everett graciously gave me the abbreviated yet wonderful tour of the Rapid City area and then we all gathered for supper. It was a joy to reconnect with this great couple.

I left Thursday morning early and traveled to Albert City arriving in the afternoon in time to prepare for board meetings that evening.

It was late when I finally connected with my family and the last two evenings I've been up later than I would normally choose but it has been good to catch up on what is happening with my family.

I'm looking forward to sharing from the pulpit tomorrow.

I read this morning some great verses from Psalm 125:1-2. "Those who trust in the Lord are as mount Zion which cannot be moved. As the mountains surround Jerusalem so the Lord encamps around those who fear Him." In these uncertain political and economic times it is comforting to know that the Lord is in control. It is comforting to know that God is watching out for us. In the middle of the chaos those who trust in the Lord are able to remain steady, unmoved, calm and confident because the Lord surrounds us with His protective and powerful presence working out exactly what He knows is best.That doesn't mean we are exempt from trial or difficulty, but that in the middle of our struggles we can stay steady knowing that God is watching over us. In Iowa we like to say that the only thing about the weather that is certain is that it will change. Every person trusting in the Lord can have confidence that His watchful protection will not waiver--His watchful care is as certain As the mountains that surround Jerusalem.
Those who are trusting in the stock market, in a particular political candidate, in their houses to appreciate in value, in the security of their job, and/or in the defenses of America to keep them safe have all been shaken, rattled, unnerved by falling stock prices, the fickleness of politicians, the bursting of the housing bubble, unexpected unemployment, and/or the vulnerability of being harmed as an American here and abroad. All of the things we are so eager to trust in prove to be fleeting, fickle, and faulty, but those who trust in the Lord cannot be moved. The secret to tranquility in the face of trouble, to peace in the midst of problems, to confidence in the midst of chaos is for us to truly trust the Lord--to actively believe that He is in control and that He will work what is best. Lord, help us overcome our doubts and fears so we can trust you fully.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

I Lift Up My Eyes To The Mountains

God's timing is impeccable. This morning in my reading of the Psalms I came to Psalm 121--"I lift up my eyes to the mountains, from where does my help come, my help comes from the Lord maker of heaven and earth..." How fitting for my last day in the mountains to be reminded that the It is the one who made the heaven and the earth (including the gorgeous mountains) who watches over me, who never slumbers or sleeps, who keeps the sun from destroying me by day and the moon by night. God is actively watching over me and for that I am extremely grateful.

I returned to the same hiking trail that I went to yesterday afternoon since the views were absolutely breathtaking--a view to the west of an entire mountain range with snow covered peaks--yet in the afternoon sun the pictures didn't seem to do the view justice. Therefore, I was out on the trail early this morning with the temp was 50 degrees--I was in shorts and a long sleeve shirt over a t-shirt. I was sweating in about 5 minutes on the trail (sorry for the details).

Had a good easy hike and took lots of pictures on my last time in the woods for a while.

Enjoyed the rest of the day back at my cabin spending some unhurried time with the Lord and working on my sermon for this Sunday.

I'm going to pack, eat supper, read a little and go to bed early as I get ready to leave tomorrow. I plan to stop at Rapid City again on the way home. Not real keen on a 15 hour car trip by myself so I'll stop half way and hope to arrive home Thursday.

All for now.

Sunday, June 27, 2010

Beautiful Day In Montana

I woke up this morning to an absolutely gorgeous day--crystal clear blue skies and mid 70's for temps. God has truly been so good to me this week with such great weather. Before I arrived I was told that it had been cool and rainy. It's hard for me to grasp but they are in late spring here--like what we experience (usually around mid to late May).

I've been struck by the Psalmist in Psalm 119 who is being afflicted by enemies and yet keeps affirming the value and importance of God's word. He states, "I am small and despised, yet I do not forget Your precepts...Trouble and anguish have come upon me; yet Your commandments are my delight" (vss. 141, 143).In the face of his extreme difficulty he lived by faith in God's promises and in God's power. He was committed to believe God's Word and to live according to it. His resolve of faith is convicting. Our natural reaction in adversity is to question God, to doubt God, to get angry with God. He kept reminding Himself of God's truth, kept asking God for courage to be obedient, kept asking God to revive Him through the promises in the Word. He was totally sold out to God. I think it was John MacArthur who quoted someone that said, "For some Christ is present, For some Christ is prominent, and for some Christ is preeminent." For the Psalmist God was preeminent. He sought God's power to deliver and clung to God's promises. Oh, that I might do the same whether in adversity or not.

I headed south towards Yellowstone to embark on a rather steep climb to a gorgeous mountain lake (Lava Lake). The climb was steep but the view was breathtaking. I hiked along "Cascade Creek" aptly named as it contained one cascade after another (small drops in elevation spaced out almost like stair steps for the water). The water was moving rapidly and the roar of the water drowned out most of the singing birds. The trail was rocky and so it was difficult to gaze about without stumbling so I took and occasional picture and used the descent to drink in the beauty more fully. The lake is 40 acres of deep, cold, clear mountain water surrounded by pristine pines and granite rock slides with snow capped peaks in the background.

I spent some time at the lake and then descended only to watch some folks putting their Kayaks into the Gallatin river--the major river running through the canyon that makes it's way to Yellowstone (about 90 miles south of where I am). I stopped at a turnout and took a couple of pictures of these "crazy" people making their way down the raging river.

Time to do some reading, thinking and praying before bed.

Saturday, June 26, 2010

God's Handiwork in full display

I spent time this morning with the Lord and then working on some things prompted by one of the books I've read. I was contemplating Psalm 119 where the Psalmist declares of God that "you made me" and then he says, "Give me understanding to know your word." I found that to be a fitting prayer--the creature asking the creator to help with understanding what He has written to him. I certainly need God to help me understand His word as well.

I spent four hours hiking today and as I was walking out of the dense timber I was thinking--"The sight of blue sky dotted with cotton white clouds, the roar of the river, and occasional thundering of waterfalls, the smell of pine trees, and the sound of song birds in full chorus--what a testimony to the "eternal power and divine nature" of God (See Romans 1:18-ff)." Through what He has made His eternal power and divine nature are clearly seen so that they are without excuse. When I'm surrounded by such grandeur, such splendor, such raw power, such towering trees, such huge boulders, and such an unforgiving wilderness it puts me in my place and points me to the magnificence of God. I feel so puny, so vulnerable, so weak, so exposed, so fragile. Fact is, I'm all of those things, but it takes being in a place like this to remind me in a fresh way.

How anyone can spend much time here and not be struck by the eternal power and divine nature of God must be the work of the deceiver.

God reminded me of what I read yesterday in Colossians 1:16 (I think)--All things were created by Christ and for Christ. This majestic beauty and every creature and living thing is His.

Friday, June 25, 2010

Just Call Me Grizzly Adams

I woke up early to another somewhat overcast sky that later gave way to some wonderful sunshine and comfortable temperature (70 degrees).

Psalm 119 challenged me this morning with whether I really long to hear God's Word, to spend time in it so that I will actually follow what He says. The Psalmist provides me with a great deal to pray about concerning the Word of God--to treasure it, to long for it, to desire to know it so that I can obey the Lord, keep my way pure,and know His goodness. I'm still chewing on Colossians 1 with Paul's eloquent declarations of the Supremacy of Christ. Among so many things I've been mulling over verses 16 and 18 where Paul declares that All things were created "by Him (Christ) and for Him" and "that in all things He might have the preeminence." We were created "for Him" for relationship with Him, for loving, knowing, and serving Him. That is a powerful thought--that Christ is absolutely preeminent and that we are created for Him. We are therefore out of sorts, off balance, out of sync unless we are in vital relationship with the one we were created for. If I was created for Him then my life should reflect dependence upon and growing intimacy with Him. The last phrase of verse 18 punctuates His preeminence--He is to have preeminence in all things. I think especially in the lives of those He has created for Himself. So I ask myself, "Where does Christ not have preeminence in my life?" "Is He preeminent in my relationships with my wife, my children, my co-workers, my friends, with others?" "Is Christ preeminent in my work, how I conduct myself, how I do my job?" "Is Christ preeminent in the use of my time, money, leisure pursuits, expenditures of energy, etc. As I think about my life it seems that Christ is less preeminent than He deserves to be.

I finished reading "Leading from the Sandbox" by Tim Addington. Lots to ponder there and I'm going to be working on application of the principles and truths when I return. Tonight I'm going to think, pray, and work on how to implement some of what I've read in this book.

I went out for another hike in the great Montana mountains. I decided on a trail that lead up to a waterfall. Getting to the trail head (where I actually started walking)was an experience in itself. I drove through Ted Turner's "Flying D Ranch". For 7.5 miles on either side of the road for just about as far as you could see was Ted Turner's ranch--unbelievable in it's scope. A major water source runs right through it and from the ranch the snow capped peaks of several mountains are in clear view. But that isn't all. I drove through the largest herd of Buffalo I have ever seen--I'm guessing 1500 animals. It was spectacular. On this same road I was able to see a Grizzly far in the distance. Two vehicles ahead of me had spotted him first and their looking caused me to look and I saw him there just out in the open near some pine trees. An answer to prayer as I've asked the Lord to grant me some wildlife sightings. He is good to give beyond what is needed. And speaking of His goodness, I had another gorgeous day for hiking.

I started on the trail and was soon greeted by two women, a young boy and two dogs. They said, "We just saw a bear on the trail ahead. It climbed a tree and then we started shouting and it ran away." As I proceeded down the trail I was rather calm, asking the Lord to protect me and also to give me a chance to see a real bear, close enough and yet far enough away to be safe. It wasn't 10 minutes until I noticed a bobbing head of a bear about 40 yards to my right. There he was--an actual Grizzly bear-- sitting behind a bush and eating something. I had my camera so I took a couple of side shots (they didn't save to my camera :(. But I didn't know that at the time. I took a couple of "head only" shots and those turned out, but he was far enough away that you can't make it out that clearly. Amazingly I felt pretty safe and I did have my can of bear pepper spray--potent enough to handle Grizzlies. I didn't linger, but kept moving up the trail to the wonderful waterfall and even for a while beyond it. I came back down the trail and only saw the evidence of bears--droppings--that were old. No sign of my Grizzly Guy or Gal. WOW, I can hardly believe it but God gave me the chance to see one of the premiere predators in these forests in the wild and I lived to tell about it--God is so good.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Blessed in Boseman

Well I didn't think that I would have internet access BUT I was wrong so I'm going to post to the blog and keep the faithful few up to date on how things are going on Sabbatical.

God is soooo good and I'm feeling very blessed.

Marla and I arrived safely home from Orlando on Monday evening and I left for Montana Tuesday at noon.I had a long drive to Rapid City, SD where I ate supper with Everett and Sandy Nordine. It was so good to see this dear couple--they are missed in our congregation. I spent the evening with the Nordines and joined Everett for an early morning Bible Study on Wednesday. A good challenge from Ephesians 3 was given reminding us that in the midst of our trials we have the strength of Christ. Paul's prayer beginning in verse 14 is a great encouragement as he prayed for the spiritual well-being of the Ephesians. There we are reminded that it is the power of Christ in us and not our power in which we live and bring glory to God. It is very good to realize that we aren't working "for" the Lord, but working "with" the Lord.

I left Rapid City at about 8:00 a.m. Mountain time and the Lord gave me such a wonderful day for traveling--blue sky and comfortable temps. As the terrain changed from the hills of Rapid City to the upper plateau of Eastern Wyoming I saw a vast expanse of open land dotted with cattle and pronghorns. As I neared Buffalo, Wyoming I could see the front range of the Rockies--I think they are technically called the Big Horn Mountains. These majestic snow covered peaks rose above the landscape claiming everyone's attention and testifying to the majesty of our Creator. What a study in contrasts to see those rugged mountains on one side and the grassy high plains on the other. I've never been through this region in late June but I was impressed with how green everything was. Creeks and Rivers that are normally dry beds all had water running through them.
As I crossed into Montana I entered the Crow Indian Reservation and from the interstate the poverty and chaos of life was visible. One shocking thing about traveling in the west for me is to see everything. What I mean is that there are so few trees that you see everything around people's homes--trash cans, old vehicles, toys in the yard. Generally the average home is modest in size, cluttered with stuff, and not well kept. Oh, there are palatial and magnificent homes nestled in the foothills and around major cities, but the average home is a testimony to the rugged and unforgiving land of the West. My memory had escaped me with regard to what sort of land Montana was west of Billings. The interstate follows the Yellowstone river so it is in a valley with farms and ranches with mountain ranges off in the distance to the north and south. The river was swollen and the mountain tops covered with snow. At Laurel the river heads south towards Yellowstone (I'm not sure whether that is the origin or destination of the river). As I headed west I went up but not immediately into the mountains. I arrived late afternoon, got supplies (Pepper spray to fend off the bears and food for me), fueled up the car and headed south out of Boseman about 12 miles to Mountain Top Retreat Center in the foothills of the Galatin Mountain Range.

I took a hike down the road and briefly on a mountain trail and despite the fact that I've been working out I was visibly winded--that thin air you know.

Today I read Psalm 118 where the Psalmist records, "This is the day the Lord has made, let us rejoice and be glad in it." I spent some time reading the Word and in prayer. As I'm nearing the end of my Sabbatical time I find myself struggling with wanting to "do some more things" (i.e. read some more books, get stuff ready for the mission trip, organize my thoughts, etc.). I had to stop and say, "wait a minute." Let me slow down and ask the Lord just what He wants me to do here. Honestly, God is stirring in me a lot of things related to personal life and ministry and I feel like I need a day or two just to sort out what am I suppose to do with all that is going through my mind. So I'm praying that what God wants will be the focus of my remaining days. I want to rest and be refreshed and I want to return with some direction for myself and the ministry. In my heart I know I want to work "with" God on this.

After my time in the word and doing some other reading I headed out to the mountain trails and I found a great trail up to a mountain lake and then along a mountain stream. I decided to stop when the snow on the trail got deep enough that I was getting snow in my shoes with every step. Then I took another shorter trail to a wonderful cascading waterfall. As I was walking in the warm afternoon sun among the towering pine trees listening to the birds it was very peaceful, restful, and renewing. I thought--the God who made all of this and cares for all of his creatures indwells me, empowers me, has a plan for me--His Grace is truly Amazing.

I'm pretty tired (physically) so I'm headed off to do a bit of reading and then to bed.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Heavens declaring the Glory of God

I got up early this morning--early for being on vacation that is. Had an invigorating work out--that means it was tough for me. I'm thinking that Scott Lovin is a running machine.

Anyway, I was captivated by the clear blue sky and the early morning sun shining on the green grass, palm trees, flowering shrubs, and the pond. After the workout it was time to hit the pool. As I sat and read Scripture and prayed the sun's intensity penetrated my being. It was a relaxing and rich time of enjoying God and His creation. An occasional Gecko added variety to the visually stimulating scenery.

Met a man from Indiana staying here waiting for his daughter to play in some national AAU volleyball tourney. After I left I regretted that I had not tried to turn the conversation to Spiritual things.

Today is Father's day and it's a bit odd not to be around my children--though I'm realistic enough to know that if I was home they would all be scattered in different directions so I'll try to catch up with them when we get home.

Chewing over several truths I read from the Scripture this morning--"the mind of man plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps" (Prov.16:9), "pride goes before destruction and a haughty spirit before a great fall" (Prov.16:18), "death and life are in the power of the tongue" (Prov.18:21), "do nothing from selfishness or empty conceit..." (Phil.2:3). "Lord, expose my pride so I can repent, guard my heart so that I speak what brings life to others and not death, and work in me to crucify the "self-life" that perpetually seeks to consider my needs, wants, and desires first.

For those following along on my Sabbatical I return home tomorrow and leave on Tuesday so there will probably be no blog postings for the next week as I will be out of internet range.

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Why does the universe look old?

After a good workout I attended the next session of the conference where Dr. Albert Mohler (President of Southern Seminary) addressed the question, "Why does the universe look old?"

Basically Dr. Mohler read Genesis 1:1-2:3 and stated that a straightforward reading and understanding of the text argues convincingly for 6 literal 24 hour days in which God created things and 1 literal 24 hour day of divine rest.

He spent the rest of the time presenting alternative explanations that accommodate extended periods of time for the creation--such views as the "Day-Age" theory which say that the Hebrew word for "day" used in Genesis one doesn't refer to a literal 24 hour day, but an indeterminate length of time (usually millions of years)that overlapped. I thought Mohler did a good job of showing the pressure of our culture to abandon the long accepted view of Genesis (literal 24 hour days in Genesis). There is pressure among both intellectuals and theologians to marginalize as a cult anyone who rejects Darwinian Evolution.

Mohler showed how the Historicity of Adam and Eve is called into serious question by those theories advocating an "old earth" view. The belief is that as evolution took place pre-humans existed (homonoids). It was from among these "homonoids" that God chose Adam and Eve and imparted His image to them. The problem with this view is that it contradicts the Biblical text and must necessarily mean that there were humans that were not created in the image of God (those who lived before God chose Adam and Eve). It also contradicts the explicit statement of Scripture that Adam and Eve were the first humans. The second serious problem with the "old earth" views is that they deny the Historicity of the Fall. If evolution took place over billions of years (Scientists claim the earth is 4.5 billion and the universe is 13.5 billion years old)then there was death before Adam and Eve sinned in the Garden. The Scripture explicitly states that the death is the consequence of sin--see Genesis 3 and Romans 5.

Mohler concluded that the universe looks old 1) because God made it to look old. God created things with the appearance of age. Adam wasn't created as an infant, but fully grown, The garden had fruit bearing trees and 2) because "age" is part of the results of the fall--the whole creation is groaning.

After the conference Marla and I spent some time at the outlet mall with our friends the Lovins. We then went to one of our favorite restaurants "Sweet Tomatoes" and back to our place to sit in the sun by the pool.We are enjoying the very warm weather.

Right now it is pouring down rain. The rain comes on quickly and comes in buckets.

Friday, June 18, 2010

Tough Questions Christians Ask

The theme of the conference is dealing with tough questions that Christians either ask or have to deal with. You might want to read this blog in sections as it is rather long.

Last night there was a special activity here where we are staying. They had a group of Polynesian dancers come in and put on a show. It was a very interesting experience. What a neat glimpse of God's creativity as expressed through their music and expression. I'm fascinated by these folks and their music was joyful and their expressions artistic.

This morning R.C. Sproul dealt with two questions--"What is evil and where did it come from? Sproul opened with a shocking statement--"Evil is Nothing." He went on to state that Evil is not an independent substance, force, or power. Evil is not some self-existent reality with a life of it's own. Evil is an ACTION--something a person does to another. Evil is defined in terms of how it relates to what is good. Evil is the negative of the positive. We talk of unrighteousness, injustice, etc., which are actually the opposite of righteousness and justice. Evil is also defined in terms of lack or deficiency--sin is the lack of conformity to or a transgression of the law of God. I haven't the time or the patience to reconstruct all of what Sproul said, but he spent a great deal of time dealing with the difficult issue of the presence of evil in a world where Christians say God is good and loving as well as all powerful. The struggle is that we observe evil in the world so if God is good and loving then does the presence of evil mean that God is not powerful enough to eliminate it's presence? If God is all-powerful and able to create a universe without evil then He must not be good and loving since evil and suffering are present. Numerous theologians have sought to explain this difficult issue.

Sproul's conclusion is that "God ordained for evil to come into the world for purposes we do not yet fully understand. We see this in the story of Joseph in Genesis 45-50 and the events of 'Good Friday.'

R.C. Sproul Jr. dealt with the question--"Why do Christians Still Sin?" He believes that somehow the ongoing struggle that Christians engage in to overcome sin in their daily lives is used for God's purposes for our good and His glory. I appreciated a related question that Jr. brought up. Why do Christians seemingly not care about sin in their lives--the fact that we still sin? We tend to treat our sins way too lightly in view of God's Holiness. What should encourage us as believers is that even though as we grow in grace, in Christlikeness we become more aware of our sinfulness, yet the end (heaven) is coming when we will enjoy rest and freedom from sin.

This afternoon Alistair Begg answered the question--"Is the exclusivity of Christ Unjust?" I appreciated Begg's cogent presentation whereby he revealed the Biblical Content regarding the issue. He mentioned John 3:14-21; 7:37-ff; Acts 4:8-13. In each of these verses the exclusivity of Christ is mentioned. The Bible is clear--no way to be reconciled to the Father; to be forgiven apart from faith in Christ. Begg mentioned Jn.14:6--One Way; 1Tim.2:5--One Mediator; Acts 4:12--One Name. If we look at the Context in which Peter (Acts 4:12) made his statement it is not that foreign to the context of today--hostility towards any claim of exclusivity. In Peter's day people would have recoiled against any claim of exclusivity. Rather they would have welcomed Jesus as one of many options in the Roman pantheon (many gods). Even Judaism opposed the unique claim that Jesus was God's son. Today we are awash in moral relativism--no absolute right or wrong, everyone does what is right in his/her eyes. There is no value in our culture for seeking out objective truth, but a push towards everyone embracing his/her own subjective reality, what each person feels. That is an environment hostile to the unique truth claims of Christianity. Begg made a humorous and yet sobering observation. We live in a society enamored with things like the movie AVATAR where weird creatures plug their tails into trees and get actualized (Begg's observations and not mine as I haven't seen the movie). People accept this as something they would like, they long for a garden experience as represented in the movie. Yet these same people find it absurd to believe in Jesus of Nazareth. Finally, Begg discussed the Contact the gospel message, the uniqueness of Jesus makes with humans and our responsibility to carry that message to them. According to Begg we tend to resist proclaiming the truth of Christ's exclusivity because we fear being considered Arrogant. We should remember that the truth is not arrogant, but the truth can be presented in an arrogant way. We don't back down from the truth, but we don't present it arrogantly. Secondly, we fear being intolerant. Caution here is that we should never embrace "intellectual tolerance" whereby we abandon our beliefs to embrace another religious claims. Rather we deal graciously and respectfully with those whom we disagree. Finally, we fear that Christ is irrelevant to the needs of people. Nothing could be further from the truth. Christ is the answer. The uniqueness of Christ sets itself apart from every other religion--Incarnation, Atonement, Resurrection, are all unique to Christianity and provide the answers to the real needs. Message of the Gospel is absolutely relevant--People need the Lord.

Thursday, June 17, 2010

Why did Jesus Die?

I attended the first session of the conference where John MacArthur addressed the question, "Why did Jesus Die?" Preaching from 2Corinthians 5:18-21 he showed us that Reconciliation is from God--he initiates and accomplishes it. We must understand that what we deserve is judgment, but God has made a way for humans to be at peace with God through the substitutionary (in our place) death of Christ. God placed upon Christ our sin--viewed Christ as sinful even though He is not. God treated Christ as if He were sinful so that Christ took the weight of sin upon Himself. God is just in punishing the unjust only in that Christ took on Himself the punishment sinners deserved. And God has given us the ministry of reconciliation. We are here to share with others the great and glorious news--they can be forgiven and at peace with God through the cross-work of Christ. Not only did Christ pay the price, but for every believer the righteousness of Christ has been imputed to us. As a believer I can say that when God looked at Christ on the cross he saw me. When God looks at me as a believer now he sees Christ.

The next session on "Is inerrancy defensible?" was, well, not that good actually.

Came back to the place we are staying and learned to "trifold" bath towels. I'm picking up new skills on my sabbatical. Marla likes them folded this way.

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Fondu for Supper

The conference that I'm here to attend starts tomorrow so today was the last "free" day to just relax and enjoy life and God's glorious creation and fellowship with good friends.

Good workout at the fitness center and then a relaxing dip in the pool. A quick breakfast and then we were off to Clearwater Beach. It was beautiful. A gentle surf, a nice breeze and a hot sun. Didn't get roasted, just lightly toasted. The water had to be over 80 degrees. Not even a shock to the system when you walked in.

Ate at a Fondu place tonight and the cheese appetizer and chocolate desert were really good.

Read Proverbs 4:23--guard your heart with all diligence for from it are the issues of life. Good reminder to guard my heart. Needed to guard my eyes at the beach as well. I found that if I was looking up I was pretty safe :).

Conference starts tomorrow with John MacArthur Speaking twice. I will also hear R.C. Sproul and Alister Begg.

Tuesday, June 15, 2010

Treasure His Commands

Reading through Proverbs as part of my daily Bible reading and was impressed this morning with the emphasis in both Proverbs 2 and 3 on the significance of "Treasuring and Obeying" God's Word. Solomon declares that a focus on receiving and walking in the commands of the Lord is a key to wisdom and God's blessings. A challenge for us all to ask ourselves, " Do I truly enjoy/treasure the commands of the Lord?" Do I not only want the Lord, but walk in obedience to it. Most of us struggle to maintain consistent reading of the Word, let alone "treasuring it." Then what will it mean for us to move from reading to treasuring and from treasuring to truly obeying? I like Proverbs 2 and the emphasis in the early verses is upon longing for wisdom, desiring, crying out for it, seeking if as for treasure. I'm asking myself what it means for me to truly pursue wisdom so that I can "discern the fear of the Lord" (Proverbs 2:5).

Enjoyed a long walk around the grounds here in the heat and then cooling off in the swimming in the pool.

Relaxing this afternoon.

We have a day excursion planned for tomorrow.

Monday, June 14, 2010

Greetings from the Sunshine State

Surprise--I have internet access.

We Arrived at the Hotel about 9:30 p.m. last night in Omaha. Grabbed a bite to eat with some good friends who are traveling with us. Lights out at midnight. Wake up call at 4:00 a.m. to make the 4:30 a.m. shuttle to the airport. Flight out at 5:30 a.m. They were boarding our connecting flight in Milwaukee when we landed. By God's Grace we made our connection and arrived in Orlando as scheduled.

Good time of reading--Job is put in His place and says--"Therefore, I have declared that which I did not understand, things too wonderful for me, which I did not know" (Job 42:3), praying, and more reading on the flights. Zoli's father was buried today and I was praying for that dear family. I was also remembering our Haiti team from church that was suppose to leave today. I was About to doze off when the pilot alerted us that we were making our final descent into Orlando. As we landed and deboarded the plane I couldn't help but think about how unpleasant of an experience so many adults and children were about to experience as they would make their way off to the "World Class Attractions around Orlando." The thought of wrestling young children for hours in the searing heat(97 degrees today--I'm loving it :); Marla loves it even more), gives me a sick feeling. And to think that many of those children will not remember a thing--or very little. Sorry, I'm about to cross over from reporting to editorializing.

We found our accommodations--Some generous friends are letting us stay with them. We grabbed a bite to eat, got some groceries, and it was off to the fitness center where I have just been "run into the ground" by an exercise guru whose place we are sharing. He was running fast as the wind and--now hold on to your hats"--for as long as it takes me to preach a sermon.

Tomorrow--if I can get out of bed after my running escapade--will be some R & R before the conference starts. praying this time will be refreshing to the body, mind, and soul.
Praise the Lord for good flights and good company.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Time at Home

Just wanted to say that I've been enjoying some time with the family this week. Nothing really special, but good to just be around when they are here, visit when they feel like it, and eat a few meals together with my children during the summer when two teenagers are losing the concept of "family time." The down side to all of this is the crazy hours. Why is it that teenagers only decide to talk after midnight? I use to get up early in the morning, but lately I've been going to bed early in the morning. But I realize that I need to be flexible to visit with my children whenever they are ready and not just when I'm ready.

My reading in Job has reminded me of the Lord's greatness, His sovereignty, His transcendence, His omniscience, and omnipotence. Here is something to ponder--"Behold, God is exalted, and we do not know Him..." (Job 36:26). There is a very real sense in which God is totally other than we are--Transcendence and Holiness are two attributes which communicate this fact. But how often do we really ponder how "totally beyond us" the Almighty is. We tend to be rather flippant, rather cavalier in our approach to God. We believe we have a right to ask God "Why?" or to try and figure out what He is up to. Job experienced great tragedy in his life and his friends took the standard position that he was being punished by God. Job defended his innocence, but in doing so he crossed the line to question the Almighty's prerogative to do as He pleases. It's really difficult for us to accept that we are not in charge.

I'm off to a conference this week to hear R.C. Sproul, Alister Begg, and a host of other godly and gifted speakers. I'm not sure what sort of internet access I'll have so I don't know when the next blog will appear. Immediately after I return I'm off and will be out of internet range for some time. This may be my last blog for about two weeks.

I'm so grateful for the prayers and support of the Congregation. I'm excited about all that our short-term mission teams are experiencing--Abide, Melanie in Zambia, Brad, the gang headed to Haiti. Some really neat things to praise God for. I'm praying for them and our team to Hungary and Ukraine and for Joel as he heads off to Poland.

I'll write more when I get a chance.

Psalm 105:3-4.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Gone Shopping...A day wasted???

No deep theological truths gripped me today, just the enjoyment of being in a relationship with the God of the Universe and trying to drink in the beauty and blessing of each and every moment.

Aside from letting my disgust at a marketing gimmick take the form of a verbal complaint, the day has been rather enjoyable. While updating her phone she we found out that she would either have to buy an accessory or pay money to have her contact information transferred to her new phone. I regret that I didn't handle my disappointment with greater tact. I didn't say any words that were inappropriate, but the tone of my voice wasn't very nice. One life lesson about the inability of man to be just in the eyes of Almighty God (Job 25:3). Yet this was only a visible manifestation of the remnants of my fallen nature that still seem to run away from living a righteous life. These glimpses of how selfish and sinful I can be move me to seek the Lord's forgiveness and cause me to rejoice greatly in His vast mercy that has been lavished upon me as one of His children.If not for the grace of God demonstrated through the shed blood of Christ we would all be toast. In fact, we deserve to experience His wrath, but Christ's pardon applied by faith frees us from getting what we deserve--Hallelujah.

Spent most of the afternoon running errands and doing a bit of shopping with my wife and youngest daughter. Those who know me appreciate the fact that shopping is not my thing--hunting, yes, shopping--NO. Some might even think that I would look at the afternoon and say--"An afternoon wasted." NOT SO! I enjoyed spending the time with my wife and youngest daughter. Typically I'm prone to endure these activities so that we can get on to the "important stuff of life." God is teaching me (I'm learning slowly which is all my fault and not God's) to treasure these moments, to enjoy Him in them and to learn to make the most of them. May the Lord work in each of us to never take moments for granted, but to enjoy them and to worship Him in every situation.

Tuesday, June 8, 2010

God is In Control

In that age old conflict between Job and his friends they go back and forth--the friends accusing Job of wickedness and Job maintaining his innocence. In Chapter 23 Job makes one of many profound statements in the book--"For He performs what is appointed for me. And many such decrees are with Him. Therefore, I would be dismayed at His presence; When I consider, I am terrified of Him" (vss.14-15). After he has lost everything, suffered immeasurably, endured the biting criticism of his friends, and been prone to demand an audience with God to defend himself we find Job articulating some profound theology. God is in Control, absolutely sovereign over everything that happens in our lives. This is not too difficult to say (though we are prone to forget it) when things are going well--good commodity prices, our job is going well, no major conflicts in the family, our children are staying out of trouble, we are in good health, the stock market is strong, and life is generally good. But throw in some adversity (in Job's case some serious adversity) and our commitment to the truth that "He performs what is appointed for me..." may waiver. Are we seriously able to truthfully proclaim that even the most difficult adversity is from the hand of God?

We have some dear ministry partners--nationals from another country--doing church planting in a difficult ministry. At the funeral of the wife's father, which was taking place yesterday, the husband's father fell over short of breath and died. Sorrow upon Sorrow. Excruciating pain compounded, multiplied, increased seemingly beyond hope. Yet faith calls us to be sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see. It calls us to trust that God is indeed Good and Great. He really does know what He is doing--"When we don't understand and we can't trace His hand, trust His heart." Those words sound nice and even right when life is not so tough, but only by God's Amazing Grace will they not sound hollow and empty when we face tragedy. God really is working for the good of those who love Him and are called according to His purpose.

I just pray that I will draw upon His grace and strength to bring Him glory in the face of difficulty, tragedy, and adversity. I think of Paul's words in Philippians 1:20--"...according to my earnest expectation and hope, that I may not be put to shame in anything; but Christ may now, even as always, be exalted in my body whether in life or in death."

Monday, June 7, 2010

Some thoughts on Prayer

The Lord has been showing me in a fresh way the importance of prayer motivated primarily by His magnificence--He is worthy to be sought. He has also been revealing to me in a fresh way that I am needy and that is another very good reason to pray. This morning as I was ready Psalm 5 I was encouraged by verse 3--"In the morning O Lord, You will hear my voice. In the morning I will order my prayer to You and eagerly watch." The Psalmist was feeling the press of his enemies--he was acutely aware of his neediness and so he turned to the Lord who is worthy to be sought and able to save. Not that the Lord only hears prayers offered in the morning, but it seems that prayer was one of the first things the Psalmist did as he got up in the morning. A wonderful picture of dependence. I wonder what it is like for most of us in the morning. If we are not being pressed in by enemies do we arise with an acute awareness that we are NEEDY? Do we rise up with a gripping sense that God is WORTHY? The amazing thing is that whether or not we realize our Need and His Worth both are absolutely true. I'm absolutely unable in my own power to lead the congregation I serve, to love my wife as God calls me to, to parent our children with grace and wisdom, to make wise decisions, to impact others for the kingdom, to be conformed to His image, or to do anything of consequence for the Lord apart from His powerful and gracious work in my life. Paul reminds us, "Not that we are adequate in and of ourselves to consider anything as coming from ourselves, but our adequacy is in Christ" (Col.3:5). How utterly arrogant for any of us to begin the day except with prayer, with a humbling of ourselves seeking God's grace and power to live each day for Him. Then there is the fact that God is worthy--whether any of us is conscious of that fact or not. Whenever we are given a glimpse of God in His Heavenly Glory (Ezekiel 1, 10; Revelation 4,5)the posture and proclamation of the angelic beings in His presence is instructive--They are hiding their faces and declaring His praises. Pondering all of these things makes Psalm 5:3 come alive to me, it becomes my desire to come to the Lord in the morning and pray and then "eagerly watch" for Him to work. One of the prayers that the Psalmist offered early in the morning is recorded in verse 8--"O Lord, lead me in Your righteousness because of my foes; Make Your way straight before me." Now there is a powerful prayer for any believer to bring to the throne of Grace. I want to be lead in His righteousness. As opposition mounts I want to walk in His ways because it is so easy to default into wickedness. I want the Lord to "make His way straight before me." It seems reasonable to me that every Child of God wants to know clearly the direction God is steering us--How to respond to those in opposition, what ministries to be involved with, how to discipline the children, what business decisions will honor Him. Let us order our prayers to Him in the morning and "eagerly watch."

Have a Blessed Day

Saturday, June 5, 2010

So What does a guy do on Sabbatical Anyway?

I'm back--back to a place where I can connect to the internet that is. It's been a while since I last made an entry, but that has been intentional. For those who may be interested I was in Chicago May 17-21st at a Pastor's conference at Moody Bible Institute. A few of my previous blogs were written while I was there. Since returning I've been to the state track meet in Des Moines, attended graduation parties for several graduates May 23 and then spent the week of May 24-28th "hold up" at "The Ranch"--an undisclosed location owned by a gracious couple in the church where I was able to get far enough away to be unplugged from responsibilities so that I could get "plugged in" to the Lord. It was a great week of reading, praying, thinking. I spent most of the week working through a book that compared ministry to flying a plane--"Defying Gravity." The author discussed nine instrument "gauges" in ministry that need to be carefully watched if pastors/church leaders are to keep from crashing. For me the issues of Spiritual Intimacy--importance of keeping my walk with God fresh and growing--Biblical Identity--basing my true identity on what never changes (i.e. who I truly am in Christ), and Eternal Significance--living to please God and not men spoke deeply to my heart.

Memorial day weekend was spent with my parents on the farm near Earlham. One of the difficult realities of ministry is that you just never get a weekend with your family unless you are on vacation. So it was a real treat for us to pack up on Saturday and not return until Monday night(rather late I might add). I was able to play more golf in this weekend than I've played in the last two years. Indeed, a test of my "spiritual intimacy" as lack of practice was very evident. I played one of the worst rounds of golf in my entire life. This was not only humbling, but a time of soul searching as I realized afresh just how desperately I tend to look for significance in what I can do, in how I perform. It was a time to cling to Colossians 2:9--"In Him dwells all the fulness of the God head in bodily form and you are complete in Him." That same afternoon our threesome--My dad, myself, and my son Tyler--headed back to the course. Amazing thing happened. I nearly beat my father (which is a feat worth writing home about). All I know is that I was "putting for par" on more than a few holes. Unfortunately I missed most of the putts. But I was thrilled just to play at peace and to actually do well. The weather was absolutely gorgeous--God is soooo good.

I just returned from four days at a pastoral retreat cabin south of Webster City. My mind is boiling and my spirit is at peace. I've been reading a book about the importance of corporate prayer that has me praying about what the next step is. For a few years now I've been wrestling with the belief that ministry in America and in the church I serve in particular is too routine, too calculated, too controlled by us. The author likens our approach to ministry to driving a friends car around back and parking it--no big deal. We can handle it. But what if that friend asked us to fly his 747 from Des Moines to Dallas for him. We'd realize we were in over our head. Yet ministry, even life is actually way beyond our ability. We truly need the Lord in Everything. We give lip service to the truth of John 15:5 "...apart from Me you can do nothing." But we operate as if we don't need the Lord for anything. Our lack of prayer is actually our declaration of independence. We all know we are suppose to pray in private, but we've done a poor job of discipling people in the area of prayer. We tend to forget that most of the New Testament was written to groups of believers who were gathered together to hear it read out loud. Many of the instructions on prayer were given to the group. We need both group and individual prayer. I'm realizing afresh that we go to God in prayer to express our dependence, to enjoy His presence, and to ponder His magnificence.

I've enjoyed reading R.C. Sproul's "The Holiness of God." Sproul is a heady guy with keen insight, but despite his occasional side bars into intellectual obtuseness this work has really challenged me to think again about the awesome Holiness of God, about His absolute perfection, His utter transcendence, and My abject wickedness in light of His Holiness. It is a meaningful, interesting treatise on a subject of grand importance for every believer. He wonderfully describes God's justice and how that alone is what we deserve and yet we find ourselves offended/shocked when we read in the O.T. that God struck Uzzah dead for touching the ark of God or that Ananias and Sapphira were struck dead in Acts 5. What's amazing is not that God executes His justice in the Bible but that he does so sparingly. In fact, He is soooo merciful that when we encounter justice we come to believe that we deserve grace--think about that one for a moment. If it is true, and I think that it is, that what one thinks about God is the most important thing about him/her, then this book certainly helps us think rightly about the Almighty. What a glorious thought that in spite of our absolute depravity God in His infinite mercy placed upon His perfect Son our guilt, sin, shame, and therefore was bound to pour out wrath we deserved upon the one who stood in our place. Because God's wrath fell upon Christ those who trust Him are not only forgiven but actually clothed with His righteousness. A glimpse at God's Holiness is essential if we are to grasp fully the marvel of our own salvation.

I'm also finishing a practical ministry book called "Simple Church" that argues for simplicity and continuity in our ministry programming. Some very thought provoking ideas about making ministry more simple, more understandable. It's really all about making disciples, about providing opportunities to help people become "conformed to the image of Christ", to be "transformed by the renewing of our minds". So what is our process of making disciples? What are we all about as a church? What are we doing to help move people along in their quest for transformation? Is that process simple? Is it understandable? Is it easy to communicate? Does everyone know where we are trying to go? Do people understand what the next step is in the process? I recoil a bit as it makes transformation so "linear" and rational. Making disciples is not quite that simple, but I think there are some insightful ideas here to make the process more simple and fruitful.

Other than that I've been walking everyday or riding my bicycle (finding muscles and tendons I forgot that I had).

Psalm 2--"Worship the Lord in Reverence, rejoice with trembling.

Blessings

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

Tiping or Tithing?

In His book, "The Hole in our Gospel" Richard Stearns President of World Vision states that the average American Church goer gives about 2.58% of his/her income. Of that small amount only 2% goes to missions. Tithing was part of the O.T. practice intended to 1. Provide for the service of God's House and take care of the needs of those who served there (Levites and Priests) and 2. To foster dependence upon God by making people realize that everything is the Lord's anyway but by giving it back to Him they were putting their faith into practice. Tithing is not mentioned in the New Testament as the overriding principle is to "give according to what a man has, not according to what he does not have" (2Cor.8:12). I was really surprised to learn that while incomes have generally risen since 1935 in America ( We have more)giving as a percentage of income has declined steadily (We give less). We seem to be oblivious to the reality that all we have is from the Lord. No wonder Jesus spoke more on money than any other topic. He knew our temptation in the face of financial prosperity is to abandon our dependence upon Him and to trust in money. Jesus warned us that we cannot serve God and money (Mt. 6). Paul also said that the Love of money is the root of all evil (1Tim.6:6-10) and even cautioned the rich not to trust in money (1Tim.6:17-19).

All of this is to say that God has richly blessed us and we should begin to ask ourselves "why?" Is it merely for our own indulgence, significance, convenience, and pleasure? Not hardly. God entrusts us with resources to use for advancing His Purposes. I think it's time for us to start asking what we should be doing with the resources God has given us so that we can further the spread of the Gospel.

I'm thinking through our own giving and the amount our church is giving to missions. I'm guessing that there needs to be some re-alignment in my house and in the church. Why? For the glory of God through the spread of the Gospel.

Lord, help us catch a vision for what we can do to impact the world with the Gospel. Forgive us for treating your blessings flippantly and selfishly.

Think about the fact that more is spent on bottled water in America than on missions. And we have the cleanest water in the world. Thousands of children die each day from the effects of poor water and we spend more on the luxury of bottled water than on alleviating the needs of those who truly need clean water...who truly need the "Living Water".

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Confession is good

Reading Nehemiah 9:3 and I did a double take--"While they stood in their place, they read from the book of the law of the Lord their God for a fourth of the day; and for another fourth they confessed and worshiped the Lord their God." First of all, I noticed their respect for the Word of "the Lord their God." They stood for a very long time while it was being read. They were willing to stand to hear it while most of us are not even sitting to read it. They understood that the Scripture is the word of "the Lord their God"--a message from the Almighty--worthy of listening to. Most of us are more interested in the commodities markets, the stock market, the NBA playoff scores, the latest gossip, recent updates on the oil spill in the gulf, or the Hottest Hollywood Happenings. Lord help us to see the relevance and importance of your Word.

The most jolting reality from this text for me this time as I read it was the fact that for one fourth of the day the people responded to the reading of the word by "confessing their sins" and worshiping. I deliberately spent some time in confession this morning and I'm telling you it was not even close to one fourth of the day, maybe closer to one fourth of an hour. This makes me think that there must be a great gap in my understanding of how wretched I really am. I realize that exposure to the "light of God's word" is essential for exposing the darkness of my soul. The rest of Chapter nine is a recounting of God's marvelous mercy as He graciously dealt with the rebellious people. He is "Gracious and compassionate, slow to anger and abounding in lovingkindness" (9:17b).

Spend a little time in God's Word today and let it expose the darkness of your soul. Then turn to the Lord, confess your sin and experience what it means to be whole.

Thursday, May 20, 2010

Never Give Up

Sat here at the Moody Pastor's Conference Listening to a challenging message from 2Corinthians 4:1-6 where we were given several reasons from the text to "Never Give Up." The context is that in 2Corinthians 3 we are told of the marvelous theology of the God's glorious salvation. It is this theology that is to inform our conduct. As always, belief determines behavior. We were told that our "talk talks and our walk talks but our walk speaks louder than our talk so if our walkie walkie doesn't match our talkie talkie then we should stop talking the talk."I was particularly gripped by the truths of verse 1 where Paul says that "Since he has this ministry as he has received mercy he does not lose heart. What a blessed thing to ponder--God's mercy in rescuing us and bringing us into ministry. Grace is getting what we don't deserve. Mercy is not getting what we do deserve. We all deserve condemnation and for any of us to be in the ministry is a testimony of God's mercy. I need to reflect upon the fact that ministry is a privilege and not a burden. Do I see ministry as something God has given or something I've "got" to do? Pastor Ford shared a story of a soldier who returned to his neighborhood in Chicago. The folks said, "That's so sad that you left your arm in Iraq." The young soldier kept insisting that he never "left" his arm in Iraq, but people kept saying he had. Finally, He told everyone, "I never left my arm in Iraq, I gave my arm in defense of the country I love." Do we have this same sacrificial attitude about ministry--we are giving our lives for Christ's sake?" Ministry is undeserved, it is a privilege.

Paul was also motivated to never give up because of the message--the Gospel. Pastor Ford kept insisting that any adjective placed in front of "Gospel" negates the gospel. We have a great message to share, but we should never give up. Great truth.

Frankly, the message was a delight and a challenge to listen to because the pastor was almost speaking faster than I could think. It was a powerful and challenging message.

Looking forward to James McDonald and the Chicago Tabernacle Choir tonight.

Lead in worship by Ron and Gary Matthews all week and they are doing a superb job.

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Resting in the Lord

Ever find yourself asking, "Why in the world did I ever commit to doing this?" It seems that many of us tend to get over committed and then frustrated. We get "in over our head" to prove ourselves, to make a big impact, to please others. If we aren't careful we can spend our entire lives chasing after accomplishments and approval--and never learn to truly trust the Lord and enjoy real rest.

I love the powerful encouragement I find from David's words in Psalm 131. Near the end of his life this "man after God's own heart" has come to terms with what it means to truly trust the Lord.

"My heart is not proud, nor my eyes haughty; nor do I involve myself in great matters or things too difficult for me." He's come to a point in life when he realizes that he isn't that important. He isn't stuck on himself or focused on making it big. He deliberately chooses not to involve himself in "great matters or things too difficult". How much of our lives are spent trying to impress others, to make a big splash as we involve ourselves in "great matters" and "things too difficult for us?" What a freeing perspective to give up on all that vanity and just live to please the Lord. David says, "Surely I have composed and quieted my soul." Now that has a great appeal to folks running from pillar to post trying to get everything done, doing great things, and trying to cut a big path in this world. What words of rest, of comfort, of true peace. Then in a graphic word picture He gives us a window into his soul--"Like a weaned child rests against his mother, My soul is like a weaned child within me." What a beautiful picture of contentment. He finishes the Psalm with a call for Israel to turn to the same source of contentment that he does--"...Hope in the Lord."

Father teach me to give up trying to impress others, trying to do "great things" and to be involved in "matters too difficult for me." Lord help me to trust in you to the point that I'm not striving to be noticed, to be recognized, to make a big splash, or please others. Don't let me cave in to the pressure to perform, but let me rest in the limitations of my humanity and enjoy the blessedness of humble dependence.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Open My Eyes

I don't pride myself in having the greatest "intuition" or sense of what is going on in other people. Frankly, I feel that sometimes I have a numbed sensitivity to what others are going through. As a pastor this is not a good thing since I'm around hurting and troubled people a lot. I just keep asking the Lord to increase my awareness and sensitivity.

I also find that insensitivity can inhibit spiritual growth when we fail to understand what God is trying to say to us from His Word. I find it intriguing that the disciples who met Jesus on the road to Emmaus (Luke 24:13-ff) were clueless to the fact that it was Jesus they were walking and conversing with--"But their eyes were kept from recognizing Him" (vs.16). Later the text tells us that "And their eyes were opened" (vs.31). Jesus was explaining to them about Himself from "Moses and the prophets" (vs.27)yet it wasn't until their eyes were opened that they understood.

We are not different from these disciples in that our eyes must be opened to understand the truths of God. We need to have our eyes opened. So join me in praying with the Psalmist 119:18--"Open my eyes that I may behold wonderful things out of your law."

Saturday, May 8, 2010

Severe Mercy

Watched the movie "Letters to God" last night. Realistic portrayal of the struggle people of faith in the face of suffering. The movie stirs all sorts of emotions--sorrow, joy, hope. A powerful testimony of faith on the part of someone so young when faced by something so difficult. Lessons of being honest with God, accepting difficulty as well as good things from His hand, truly loving others even when we are hurting ourselves, courage to persevere, the power of God to change lives, the importance of prayer. I came away with a profound appreciation for my own wife and children.

The teaches some hard lessons in an age of instant gratification where God is more often viewed as our "genie" who is suppose to grant our wishes. No, the road of following Christ often takes us down some unwanted paths--unwanted, but not unnecessary from God's perspective. I come away reminded of my own aversion for pain and yet convinced that God's severe mercy is often necessary to conform us into His image and to bring Him Glory.

At issue for every believer is not whether not we will suffer, go through trials, or experience tribulations. The question is only when and to what degree? Can I trust God to work all things together for good--not necessarily as I define it (Ro.8:28)? Perhaps a bit frightening and yet a freeing prospect. When I don't understand and I can't trace His hand I pray that I will trust His heart (Romans 8:32-39).

Friday, May 7, 2010

God Heal Our Land

Yesterday was the national day of Prayer here in the U.S. I deliberately chose not to mention 2Chronicles 7:14. Today I read this verse as part of my time in the Word and I'm thinking of how easy it is for me to join everyone in wanting God to Bless America, but how easy it is for me to fail to realize that God is not in the habit of blessing wickedness. 2Chronicles 7:14 strikes the appropriate balance by showing that Repentance leads to Revival; Holiness leads to Health; Forgiveness is the path to Fruitfulness.

Lord, the call of this verse is for "My People" to humble themselves, pray, seek your face, and turn from their wicked ways. Lord help me see that this humility and repentance thing must begin with me. I can see the sins of others, but help me begin by confessing my sins and then the sins of our country. Help us all to see that the path to healing is reached on the road of humility.

Thursday, May 6, 2010

National Day of Prayer

In 1Timothy 2:1-2 Paul urges Timothy that "prayers, petitions, and thanksgivings be made on behalf of all men, for kings and all who are in authority, in order that we may lead a tranquil and quiet life in all godliness and dignity." I believe there is a battle going on for the heart and soul of America. The United States of America has come to a pivotal place in her History. Will we continue down the road of escalating moral decadence? Will we persist on the current trajectory towards a completely socialistic state? Will we maintain that "Tolerance" is the supreme virtue or return to "Truth"--as contained in the Bible as the governing principle of our land?

America has become a cesspool of sin with an ever increasing tolerance for decadence. We witness corruption, extortion, dishonesty, bribery,favoritism, and blatant disregard for what is right at every level of society. What is most disturbing about the prevalence of evil is the apparent apathy the majority of people have towards it. We hear politicians excusing their unethical, immoral, and illegal activities by saying, "That's the way the game is played" or "Everyone does this."

It is truly time to "humble ourselves and pray and seek His face, and turn from our wicked ways" (2Chronicles 7:14).

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

If You Could Have Anything What Would You Ask For?

Just a few days ago I found myself watching part of the Disney Movie "Aladdin" with others who are technically "too old" to watch animated Disney movies. The classic tale of good versus evil ends with Aladdin wishing for the Genie to be free. I find it hard to believe that anyone who has ever watched the movie or read any tale of "genies in a lamp" has ever done so without wondering--"What would I wish for?" If you had three wishes what would you wish for--riches, wealth, honor, fame, health, or something else? What if you only had ONE wish. With only one wish the choice might seem increasingly difficult.

That was the dilema that Solomon had when God said, "Ask what I shall give you" (2Chron.1:7). If you could have anything what would you ask for? I'm blown away by the wisdom and humility of Solomon because he asked for WISDOM. This guy had a healthy perspective on what matters most. Because he was humble and simple in his request God granted him a bunch of stuff he didn't ask for--wealth, honor, health, victory over his enemies. Unfortunately Solomon's wisdom and wealth didn't prevent him from making some poor choices along the way. He went the way of hedonism, self-indulgence, and idolatry, but eventually concluded--"The conclusion when all has been heard, is Fear God and keep His commandments, because this applies to every person" Ecclesiastes 12:13.

Lord, help us to keep the "main thing the main thing" and avoid the mistakes of Solomon who chased down a bunch of "rabbit trails" until he finally realized that Fearing you and obeying you is what really matters.

Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Easter is Over--now what?

What a Blessed Easter Sunday I enjoyed--Easter Sunrise service with our church's youth group providing some meaningful music, two worship services at church that lifted my heart in praise to our great God for His plan for redemption and reconciliation accomplished visa viz the resurrection, good conversations, new faces, wonderful time of interaction between services, great time with my family over the noon meal and afternoon visits, and the weather was as pleasant as I remember for quite some time.

But now what? That joy doesn't have to fade. Indeed, the Pslamist reminded me this morning--"Come Let us worship and bow down; Let us kneel before the Lord our Maker, for He is our God, and we are His people of His pasture and the and the sheep of His hand" Psalm 95:6-7. The personal connection every child of God has with our Heavenly is accentuated in this passage. Every child of God is a masterpiece of God's creation. The text says, "He is OUR God" and not some abstract "force" or impersonal being. We bow down and worship OUR God. Believers are the sheep of His pasture and any good shepherd truly cares for and looks out for his sheep. What a joy to know that our Heavenly Father is watching out for us, cares for us, sees us, knows our situation, understands our uncertainty, is aware of our fears, and listens to our voice.It is easy to get lost in the abstract concepts of our faith and to miss out on the powerful and personal connection with the Creator available to everyone who accepts by faith the sacrifice of Christ as the payment we deserve.Easter isn't just for a day, but we serve a risen Savior who cares about us today.

Friday, March 12, 2010

Joshua challenged God's people with choosing whom they would serve. "Choose whether you will serve the gods of your fathers which were beyond the river or the gods of the Amorites in whose land you are living; but as for me and my house we will serve the Lord" (Josh.24:15). They pledged that they also would serve the Lord (vs.18,21,24). Joshua told them to put away their idols and stay true to the Lord. Interesting that Paul made a similar appeal to the Corinthians and by extension every believer in 2Corinthians 6. Believers are to be distinct and separate from any mixing of our faith with paganism and practices contrary to God's Word. We are, as Paul says, the temple of God--referring to the Church universal. But so is the local assembly (1Cor.3:16) as well as individual believers (1Cor.6:19-20).

Pretty sobering and exciting to realize that the God of the universe takes up residence among us, walks among us, is our God and we are His people--His sons and daughters (2Cor.6:14-18). What a blessed privilege. Let us take action to sever ourselves from what has no place in God's temple as rejoice in what it means to be God's children.

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Is my life an offense?

Been reading through 2Corinthians and in 6:3 Paul states that he was "not giving offense in anything that the ministry might not be discredited." As I think about those words in context it is a powerful indictment against my pettiness, my selfishness, my immaturity in relating to others in ways that will turn them away from the Gospel. The gospel itself is offensive but Paul says that he made every effort not to add to the offense through a life that was hypocritical. Paul was under fire from the Corinthians and was defending his apostolic ministry, but the principle he articulates applies to every believer.

I need to ask myself, "Where in my life am I 'giving offense'?What sort of knuckleheaded behavior do I exhibit that is an 'offense'? Am I discrediting the message and ministry of reconciliation at ball games through the way I comment about the players, officials, coaches? Does my involvement in civic clubs/community activities attract or distract from the gospel? Do my business dealings reflect honesty, integrity, sensitivity or am I unscrupulous, insensitive and unkind.

Just making me think about the impact of my relationships with others and whether or not my conduct draws people to or drives them away from the Lord I profess to love and serve.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

To Obey or Not to Obey?

I am struck by the example of Joshua as he lead the children of Israel into the promised land. As the conquest began we read repeatedly that Joshua "left nothing undone of all that the Lord had commanded Moses" (Joshua 11:15b). When you read the accounts of what Joshua did that Moses commanded it becomes readily apparent that obedience wasn't necessarily easy, sensible, or comfortable. In our culture we have become so accustomed to "doing what feels good" or doing what is in best interest that to go against what "we think is best" or what seems reasonable and to follow God's Word in our daily existence runs counter to what comes natural. To be honest when completing our tax forms, to resist the temptation to cheat in school, to stand up for someone at school or at work that is being ostracized, criticized and/or marginalized are not easy things to do but doing them is part of what it means to obey when it is not comfortable.

I'm challenged today to examine my own life and ask "why am I reluctant to obey in certain situations?" For example, why would it be such a temptation to not declare all of my income on my tax return? It really boils down to where my trust is placed. Do I really trust God enough to obey or am I going to trust in "money"? If a person chooses to disobey by cheating on his/her taxes he/she is really worshiping money rather than worshiping the Lord.

I need the Lord's help to examine the "why" behind disobedience so I can turn from idolatry and trust Him consistently.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

In Psalm 65 we are reminded and challenged by the words, "O You who hear prayer, to you all men come." The reality that God actually hears our prayers is incentive for us to come to Him in every situation. Do we personally believe that God hears our prayers? Does our belief translate into behavior? The issue is not a matter of praying because we "ought" to pray, but praying because we "need" to pray, we recognize our frailty and God's glorious majesty. We take joy in knowing that God is in control and we come needy and expectant, dependent and confident.

The rest of the Psalm extols God's great works in our lives and in creation. All of His "awesome deeds" (vs.5) prove His power and wonderful control of all nature. He is in control and He hears our prayers so it is natural that "all men come" to Him.

Our reluctance to pray is only a testimony of our arrogance.